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"Start The Reactor" Demo

by Johnny-Cab Suicide

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1.
Bends 01:17
I'm putting my mind to rest With all the negative thoughts.... The reasons, embellishing my head. Soon what's left will be dead. One drink for the road. One drink for the pain. One for repressed memories. One more to keep me sane. I haven't felt since that time. And I'll keep pretending your mine. We all know that you wont stay. You cant even look at me. I regret nothing. I regret it all. I regret the feelings. I regret it all. Simple nectar of God, Sanitize my veins. Cleanse my mistakes. Destroy me. You want to kill me but I feel the same.
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Schemas 00:57
Comfort is convenience that’s what we’re all taught Imagine thinking your own selfless thoughts It’s such a simple idea, yet so complex To those unwilling to embrace and accept The thoughtless are dying and the blind are dead DEEP BREATH THIS ONES GONNA HURT Time to reevaluate your self-worth We all lose those days of innocence But insecurity’s led you to ignorance Now I’m not saying I’m better than you But at least I can shake a stranger’s hand And even though I know I’ll never see him again I like knowing I could have made a friend I remember when I was sixteen And a homeless man came up to me He asked me for some change but I didn’t have any He smiled and said “you’ve already given me plenty” DEEP BREATH THIS ONES GONNA HURT Time to reevaluate your self-worth
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Paradise 01:10
Sit on your hands, don't hide your face. I want to see that look of disgrace. You don't have a soul, you don't have a heart. But I knew that shit right from the start. Just keep pretending you'll kill yourself. Bullshit. You won't. Do it. You won't. Keep pretending you're mentally ill. Attention. You want it. Fooled them. You love it. Keep creating your personal Hell. Good. You earned it. Shit. You love it. Use your body to get your way. Home wrecker. Slave. Waste. A shame. You've got to be kidding because you're a joke. But I think your personality broke. Woe is you. What can I say? I wish you would just go away. All you do is fucking cry. Saying "no one will miss me when I die". The plan is set. The mood has turned. Voices in your head telling you to burn. Paradise is just a bottle away. Paradise is just a bottle away. Paradise is just a bottle away. Paradise is just a bottle away. What a waste.
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Hermit 01:30
I'll suffocate myself, All the way to Hell. The vivid dreams in my mind, Will let you come inside. I'm gonna die alone (x8) You look so pretty in the night. Let me touch you right. I can't even have sex on the phone. No wonder why I'll die alone. I'm gonna die alone (x8) Scoop my brains out with a spoon. Scoop my brains out with a spoon. Scoop my brains out with a spoon. But what happened to all of my glue? I'm gonna die alone.

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Demo recorded on a Tascam 8-track digital recorder @ Bassment Studios in Hackettstown NJ on 3/12/14

On this demo: Ben, Jeff, Tohm, and Chris.

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released March 14, 2014

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